Saans me teri saans mili toh Mujhe saans aayi (Lyrical Maaneet OS)

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Saans me teri saans mili toh…


From Movie Jabtak hai Jaan


(p.s this is continuation part of previous OS updated By Sobia …


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Saans me teri saans mili toh mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi, Mujhe saans aayi

He entered into the hospital room, seen her lifeless laying on the bed, was she breathing or it was just his illusion, more than that was he breathing and it was more than anyone his own illusion, he accepted so many things by himself, never ask for reasons, was she ever gave him that trust to ask, but does it all matter???

Where love places, Misunderstanding couldn’t, hesitation couldn’t, Arrogance, ego couldn’t exist, in the war of ego the only one lose that is… Love…

Love and ego cant stays at one place, and in their case, love lose , that was his ego who won, that was her love who lose, He seen her with teary eyes, Tears were all brimming in his crystal eyes, he wanted to cry hard, wanted to hug his jaan tightly , wanted to shook her till she respond back, he took her hand in his, kissed the palm and back his tears made way towards her hand and after lips it was his tears who were kissing her fragile hand, he closed his eyes in guilt, in pain, his mind was throbbing ,  heart was aching seeing the state of his Life…

She meant to be treated like princess alas, here she was, he took breath in , in order to control his internal turmoil

I am sorry geet ..plss mujhe maaf kardo I know I am not worth it ..but plss wapis aajao plss geet ‘I just live without u anymore ‘plss ek baar bas ek baar mujhe ek mauqa tou do ..plss geet kuch bolo ..mien buhat jhoot bol chukka 9saaloon mien aapne aap se ‘aniee se ..meera se poori dunya par sach yahi hai tumhare siwa zindagi mien kabhi koi iss dil tak pohanch hi nahi paaya ‘plss geet bas ek mauqa ..i promise u iss baar mein apna koi vaada tootne nahi donga ‘plss wapis aajaoo ‘.. (lines written by sobi)

 

Saans me teri saans mili toh mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi, Mujhe saans aayi

She felt his presence, when the door opened, she felt his presence when somebody stepped in for the first time, she felt his strong warmth when she breath inside the room for the first time, how she couldn’t, he was the sole reason behind all those years which never let her sleep in eternity sleep, it was some countable moments of their togetherness which forcing her to come back towards the life, which were pulling her towards him, she was laying on bed since so many years, It was his imagination which was comforting her in most uncomfortable state…

As if she was angry with herself , to make her maan suffer , to make her Maan cry, to hurt her maan, she wanted to woke up only when he would be wd her, and for that she was ready to be idle like this forever,  

Saans me teri saans mili toh mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi, Mujhe saans aayi

He came near her face, his breathing was fanning on her face, she felt she is alive again, yes he was breathing or it was she who was breathing, she was feeling her own breath , after long times, after long wait of 9 years, after that dreadful evening… he kissed forehead and she …

Yes she was alive once again, she was feeling her body reacting on his touch, she was feeling herself yet she was feeling him more than herself, how it could be…

How it could be damn ever possible…  

But yes Miracle happens in love, yes it happened, where true love happens miracles meant to be turn out… 

She opened her eyes, Only to see the most serene face, the most handsome and the only face to whom she prayed, sometimes, God give us and test and sometimes he take everything and test, love is nt easy to survive, It need constant nourishment, it need blood , it need mind, heart every damn part of body, whole soul to fall in it If they want to fly high in love…

He seen her, she was admiring him, looking him, as if feeling, as if living some dream…   


Rooh ne chhu li jism ki khushboo tu jo paas aayi
Tu jo paas aayi, tu jo paas aayi


he seen her opening her eyes, he used to read bed story books for annie, sometimes Cinderella, sometimes snow white, and sometimes imaginary stories of rupanzal, he never thought once, he is gonna be the same prince of his snow white, he is gonna be the same cure of the venom given to his love by the crucial world… he looked at her with smiling face, sometimes love test wd so much difficulties, its not sometimes , Love is nt easy at all it’s a river of fire, and lovers meant to submerge in it… but love tested them, love examined them, and they passed, Yes they passed, cause if they failed they never destined to be together, they were together it self a proof that they passed the crucial and most difficult exam of the life, exam of the love…      

Saans me teri saans mili toh mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi, Mujhe saans aayi

 

Maan … she said with trembling lips, she was finding difficult to talk, after a long period, maan kissed her again, and again , and again, Nth no. of time , as if trying to believe that his jaan is alright, trying to believe yes she was nt illusion, trying to believe she was nt his imagination.

Im sorr… she said and maan put his hand on her rosy lips, how could she, she wasn’t at all on fault, it was he , who misunderstood her, Damn How ???

How could he failed to see the ocean of love living in her eyes, how could he failed to listen her unsaid words by mouth yet said words by heart, love is divine relation, it doesn’t need blood connection,  It doesn’t need any so called namely relation of world, Love itself a biggest connection, it self a biggest relation, then how damn he failed to realized the unsaid relation of them,

Nahi jaan it was all my mistake, It should be me who need to apologized, it meant to be me only, he was crying, Yes the maan singh Khurana, the king of Khurana empire , was crying, and why he shouldn’t, it was tears of happiness, it was tears of pain, when u love someone  their happiness does matter, yet their pain hurt u most then them…


Kab tak hosh sambhale koi
Hosh ude toh ud jaane do

Their was no point of argument, they both know they cant see each other apologizing or in guilt, Every couple have their own relation, own bond, Own meaning of love, But they were Maaneet, and word LOVE itself is their definition, the word LOVE is only thing which define both of them, they both were lost in each others eyes, they finally found what they were searching  since long, what an irony of destiny it was, several years ago, Maan failed to see the love in her eyes, and moved on with hurt in his own eyes, she closed her eyes so she wnt be able to see the pain in his eyes, But finally, finally pain replaced with love, hurt replaced with care, there were desires in eyes of both,

desire to be with together…

desire to be with each other…

desire to be desired by another… 

Dil kab seedhi raah chala hai
Raah mude toh mud jaane do

 

And the crystal connection broke down with one flash in Geet’s mind, yes she left maan for his safety, why he is here, what he is doing here, he supposed to be away from her, or the fire of her past will burn him also, she pushed him,

Maan what you doing here Go away,  don’t come near me, M nt for you, she said bit sternly yet pain and hurt was evident in her voice, which was stabbing his heart and filling fire in his ears, her each and every words were sending him to the edge of insanity, weren’t his own guilt, his own self enough to blame, she is also doing, dnt she knew that her each word, her pain, her scared voice and fearful eyes drowning him in pool of pain and guilt more, she was his love, his life and he need to make his life happy, more than anyone it was his duty, more than anything it was his need, he lived in hell for last 9 years, fighting with own self, putting brave face infront of others and breaking from inside…

He gt up with once and left the room, with the aim that he will be back with his happy life, with her long lost smile…



Tere khayal me doob ke aksar achhi lagi tanhaai

As soon as he left, she broke down in tears again,

Maan maan maan kabhi toh samjhaa hota mere ankahe lafzo ka matlab, meri unchahi baato me chhupi hui chah…soonarmaan entered in the room, and Hugged geet,

Geet Im so happy for u , Now everything is gona be alright, Maan is with u now, he wnt let u touched by that devil man,

Nahi armaan, I cant put his life in danger for my love, I can live without her, but annie cant, there are so many people who need her, Me toh ussey door se dkh kar khush hu, maan wo chaand hai jiski aarzoo mujh jaise tare ko ho toh sakti hai, lekin wo sirf ek ko hi mil saktaa hai, who deserve him, and who meant for him, and I am nt that deserving person, I simply M Nt…

 On the other hand, outside the corridor, Maan Called someone…

Dad… This is Maan , he called him, he called his dad, after approximate 15 years, and on the next side the person was overjoyed with listening his voice,

Maan, Maan beta , where are you, kaha ho tum, Mujhe bataao, Mujhe abhi bataao, I will come to meet you,

Dad It doesn’t matter to me anymore, me and annie settled now, we are happy, annie accepted this life, I dnt want my sister to go there, to go again from where we ran 15 years ago, we don’t want your underworld life dad…

Yes, he was , he was The Maan singh khurana, The only hire of Khurana’s his father was well known person in underworld, some of them called him God father, His father Ranjeet singh Khurana, he called him because he wanted his mishty to be scareless, he wanted Brij to be on his knees, infront of geet, he wanted brij to cry and ask for mercy and life infront of Geet …


Saans me teri saans mili toh mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi, Mujhe saans aayi

And yes, in next one hour, Brij was sitting in the room, with fold hands and on his knees, geet  was horrified seeing him, she was damn scared with brij, but the togetherness of maan was something giving her strange strength, Yes togetherness of love really effect in love ones life…

Maan came and placed his hand on her weak shoulders, Geet Daro mat geet me hu tumhaarye saath

Jo issne tumhaarey saath kiyaa usski saza Maut nahi ho sakti…

Maut jaise aasaan saza me usse nahi desakta…

Tum bataaoo kyaa karnaa hai isske saath, his voice was filled with ragged, wrath and anger, eyes were flaming with hate, he was nt in a state of think…

He just wanted to hit brij and make him blue and black there, he wanted to ask for mercy…

That blood of his father was showing up its color today… 15 years before, because of fear that his angel sister would be victim of this world, he ran away with his sister, leaving letter for his father not try to find them..

And Mr. Khurana somewhere knew the reason of his behavior never tried to find him, well it wasn’t that difficult for him to find his own son and daughter… he was always very well informed with Maan and annie, but never tried to interfare in their life… and In his life, his father for the first time , and what he asked was Brij Handa, and his father send him in just an half an hour,


Raat teri baahon me kate toh
Subah badi halki lagti hai

They both were in Hospital bed, geets head was resting on maan’s chest, she was listening his heart beats, it was making her feel alive, she was feeling her life was wd him, his heart beats were indicating and symbolizing her aliveness…

Yesterday night when brij was infront of geet, all set to gt his punishment, he felt dejected, he flet defeated when geet sad, Maan Leave him, her eyes were moist but there was a type of coldness in her eyes, she left brij because she said she hate him , and he is not even worth of getting her punishment, maan wanted to shoot him on his head, he wanted to shoot him once, twice, thrice infinite time on several parts of the body, and atlast a final call on his forehead, he wanted to make his death painfull, but the words of geet made him realized…

Maan jo pyaar kartey hai who nafrat nahi kartey, who nafrat kar hi nahi saktey, who sirf nafrat kare ka dikhawa kartey hai, dusro se zyada apne aap ko yaqin dilana chahtey hai, aapne pyaar ko uss nafart ke andar chhupana chahtey hai, Maine bhi kucch aisa hi kiyaa tha maan, hai naa…

Aur aapko kho kar jaana ke jiske saath rehnaa nahi chahti thi , usske bina rehna kitna dushwaar hai… jisey pane me koi taklif nahi thi, ussko kho kar pata chala zindaghi kitni mushkil hai…

Yeh regzaar , ye sahra jaa

Kahi koi siraab hi tu bata…

Tujhe dhoond lu me siraab me

Ke tu hai haqiqat e jaa fiza

Tujhe chah kar mujhe sab milaa

Tujhe kho ke me ne tujhe paa liyaa

Tujhe bhool jaane ka yaqin tha

Tujhe sochne pe thi pabandiyaa

Me ne jaana yeh tujhe chood kar

Ke kitna mushkil hai tujhe bhoolna

(Eza)

She was in his emberace, he opened his eyes slowly only to witnessed the most beautiful dream of his life came true, his geet was in his emberace, and securely wrapped in his strong shield… he kissed her forehead and said

Geet aaj tumhe discharge mil jaayegha…

Mere saath chaloghi naa geet, meri berang zindaghi me rangh bharne…

Mere andhere ghar me apni khubssorti ka ujala karne , she smiled with brimming eyes and nodded positively…   

Aankh me rehne lage ho kya tum
Kyu chhalki chhalki lagti hai

Shhh Geet don’t cry jaan, aaj ke baad in khubsurat aankho me sirf khushiya chamakni chahiye , I want to see shining smiling eyes of yours, because your eyes reflects my heart geet, agar tumhaari aankhe udaas hoghi mera dil khush nahi ho sakegha …me khush nahi reh paaoungha geet, chalo Geet, apne ghar chale , uss ghar me jaha rehna tumhara haqq hai… uss ghar me chalo geet jo tumharey liye bana hai, uss ghar me jaha tumhaarey hone ka ahsaas kar ke aur phir apni soch ko apne haath se qatl (kill) karke me ne yeh 7 saal guzaarey, jaha tumko socha, tumhaarey wajood ko mehsoos kiya aur phir is tarashida but ke tasawwur ko khud se alag kar diyaa (God I cant belive me ne Kitnaa urdu likh liyaa… Uff Urdu fever LOL )


Mujhko phir se chhu ke bolo
Meri kasam kya khaai

Geet was overwhelmed with his words, Their love is going to complete finally, its gonna soon complete, yes togetherness of each other only complete the love, yet sometimes it doesn’t matter because of circumstances…   they were together and soon gonna be a happy family that’s what matter them most …

 

Saans me teri saans mili toh mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi, Mujhe saans aayi

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